ITS BEEN A WHILE FOLKS.
Hows life. Today I want to tell you something.

I HATE STAYING AT HOME. especially if there is family. I think most of my friends know that. and since a blog is for friends and NOT family to read, I figured i would post it here for MY FRIENDS and NOT MY FAMILY to read.

Now LET ME START.
I.
H.A.T.E
MY
FAMILY.
BECAUSE

It's screwed up and stupid.
OH JOY. I was blessed with a WONDERFULLY unreasonable and EXPERIMENTAL family. THAT GIVES EVERY but LOVE. But you know what? They send me EVERYWHERE for tuition and STUDIES CAUSE THEY LOVE ME. sometimes i just want to ask them to just STFU! Why am I stressing over my exams?

CAUSE I WANT THEM OUT OF MY HAIR. I'm better off without them. They've neglected me enough to make me independent. OH WOW ANOTHER POSITIVE POINT. I dont need them. No wonder people have to die. Cause if they dont. Their off springs are just going to DIE a SAD and IRRITABLE life because (MY) PARENTS don care less ABOUT US BUT MONEY AND ALL THE EFF-ED UP PROMOTIONS THE CORK-SCREW OF A COMPANY OFFERS.

And guess whos my IN CHARGE? A MAID. OH yes. I've always WISHED for this. I'm so HAPPY. SMOOTH. And when she's busy bitching around about how screwed up my other two sisters are, I'm here, The Leashed collar around my neck tightening and the pressure heightening. You know what? I'm practically a diamond by now. Refined but Cold. Ever find that? Well no. Cause i dont have an attitude problem like my family. I'm NORMAL. I EXPLODE WITH FEELINGS WHEN I NEED TO IN RANDOM TIMES OF THE YEAR LIKE THE DOCTORS ALWAYS PREDICT.

Overall, I just need to tell somebody that I lead my life MY WAY. I worry for what i want. and I CHOOSE TO LOVE WHO I WANT. you don ****ing whip out at me and ask me if I love you two seconds later. NO. In case you are not literate enough, MAID, proverbs dont apply LITERALLY.

HECK. If anyone want to bleed to death slowly and watch the world spin and memories flash by you, Not to fear CAUSE I'M HERE, WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO JUST DIE WITH ME IN A SMALL ROOM OUT OF NO WHERE. if not you could just let me runaway to you're house. My bags are packed. I'm ready.

ANYWAYS. Today was alright. only that i ate something wrong in the morning and my nose flared up. have fun. I hope everyone in this class lives another day to go through more stress-filled days till O-Level.

Back to the electric chair or a sofa,
Bye,
A very PISSED OFF Cherie.
Not much loves, just ranting